Berry Beat Festival – My debut into the market world!

Well, the lead up was stressful but I did it! Or, I should say “we did it!” because I had some amazing help along the way. It pulled together and I was so proud of how it turned out, I had to share!

The view from outside my booth – with my Mama there to help me! 
Loved this letterboard from Letter Peddler – a Canadian letterboard company

You’ll see little critters my mom made – her little company is called Tunbridge Knits, and I will be carrying these adorable hand knit stuffed friends in my shop. They were a crowd favourite, people couldn’t stop talking about their detail and quality.

Shoutout to my amazing hubby who built my peg board wall for me. We were a little worried as we built it, the plywood was VERY splintery (so we may need an upgrade at some point) but it worked out in the end! I love that I can change the layout as I need! 
Samples on the table of my work! 
These were favourites too – the memory match games! Images were placed onto the wood and the outlines wood burned to finish. 
More cute little friends. My chair was tucked into the back corner there which seemed to work out great! And we were in a great spot that didn’t get too hot, especially on such a hot day like we had! 
Another favourite – Storytellers! These were scooped up by a few teachers actually, which made me feel pretty good! They encourage imagination by creating a story sequence based on whatever image is pulled from the bag! 
The Camping/Outdoor themed Storytellers! 
More setup shots.
I love this little mouse. I scooped up some of our wooden blocks that are decorating Silas’ room and waiting for him to be big enough to play with them! They made such a great little addition to the decor here! 

All in all it was a great experience. Since it was a 12 hour day I was absolutely EXHAUSTED by the end of it, and probably will feel the effects of it all week because I am not used to that much social interaction!! But I feel like I made some great connections, met some amazing people, and learned a little bit about prepping and running a booth at a market. It was a great debut, and I can’t wait to set this up again soon! (July 29/30 – mark your calendars!!)

HUGE THANK YOU again to my mom for bringing me last minute things I needed, bringing me lunch, and hanging out with me, to Erin for bringing me cold root beer treats and picking up our dinner and hanging out with me at my booth! To Bethany for watching my littles while I did some last minute running around the day before! To my hubby for the pegboard, the set up/tear down help, and support and encouragement of my little dreams. And to anyone who came, bought, or even just stopped by my booth to say hello, your support and encouragement means the world to me.

Stress, Worry, and Sunshine

So I guess if I’m going to have a blog, I should probably blog more, hey?
I don’t know about you but I often get in my own head too much. I analyze everything. I think “oh hey, I should blog about that!” and then I stop, because I think it’s not good enough to blog about. Or no one wants to hear it. But you know what? I love that people read this, but I didn’t actually create this space for anyone other than myself so I am just going to blog what I feel, as I feel it. Ok? Ok!

So this week I’ve been hustling HARD. Saturday is the Berry Beat Festival in Old Downtown Abbotsford and I signed up to be a vendor. I have had a few “What on earth was I thinking?” moments as I’ve been prepping for this. Firstly, it’s a 12 hour day. 12. Hours. How am I going to man a booth for 12 hours?! Will the baby come with me for a while? I’ve never been away from him for 12 hours so I’m hoping so. Also, it’s on my father in law’s birthday and I’m going to completely miss his party and the family gathering because I didn’t think that through at.all. Also – what if no one buys anything?! I’ve spent a lot on materials, a tent, a table, the vendor space … with absolutely zero experience. On the other hand, what if I sell out?? I can only make so much right now since everything is out of pocket, and being a 12 hour day that’s a long time to keep stock! I think that scenario is probably more wishful thinking, because selling out is a good problem to have, but I also don’t want my booth to look pathetic and empty!

I think I’m feeling the stress of these worries a bit more now that my maternity leave is officially over. I’ve chosen to stay home and work on this business and my photography business so I can be home with Silas and be available for my big kids – the cost of daycare just didn’t make sense with only working part time. But having no consistent, expected income is a scary thing. Props to all you entrepreneur mamas out there for sure! It’s hard work, and I’m leaning on God’s provision and working on separating wants from needs. This, my friends, is a difficult thing to do!

Anyways, it does kind of feel good to write out my worries. I know in the end it’s going to go whatever way it goes, but this hustle is real and it’s a tiny bit stressful! My big kids are currently at daycamp through the day, which helps me get some work done (though I wish so much I could have some peaceful time to myself in that comfy hammock on the patio!) and the sun is shining which is a real mood booster for sure! But the overwhelm is real and the to-do list long.

Anxiety is a bit of a beast. I’ve always struggled with this and I wish I could just snap my fingers and make it go away but for now I will take a break and a drink of ice cold water, breathe deeply, soak in the sunshine and remember that I am a child of God and I can cast my worries and anxiety on Him.

What do you do when you’re overcome with worry and anxiety?

How We Camp With Kids!

We love camping! So, we are definitely NOT back-country campers. But that doesn’t mean we can’t enjoy a little “glamping” now and then! And hey, we’re in a tent so that’s gotta count for something, right? I get people asking all the time how we camp – first with twins and now with our 3rd little guy. Honestly, the first year we decided to try camping with our then 1-year-old twins I was pretty skeptical. We agreed to one night (our friends were staying for two) and we’d see how it went. Well, we loved it so much we ended up staying for the second night! That first year we borrowed a tent and advice from our friend Adel who also has twins (and has a fun blog here) and refine our process as the years went by. I thought I’d share our recent May Long Weekend camping experience with you here! Incidentally – we were camping at the site beside Adel with their twins too, which made for a very fun time!! 🙂

So first thing I usually do when we get to camp is set up our kitchen. There are some pretty amazing travel camping kitchens available but we just use this smaller costco folding table (complete with stain marks from when Jason stained the wood for our headboard…) and a drawer tower. That tower of drawers is usually stocked in our garage with the basics (camping cutlery, plastic dishes, odds and ends we might need) and I add in a few things from home that we use regularly (this time I added in the baby spoons, some sharper knives, etc) We have two dish bins – one for soapy water and one for rinsing water, and a dish rack to dry the dishes after. All the kitchen basics are here!

While we’re camping we usually bring some extra supplies for art, some toys to play with, and some books. Typically we bring a lot more than necessary but it’s nice to have some back up activities in case it rains and we’re stuck in the tent for a bit. Some of our favourites are lego, hot wheels (because you can make some pretty fun off road adventures out in the woods!), and even just bringing a glue stick and some paper for some nature collages is a great idea!

This year we camped beside the playground – which in THEORY is a great idea. Mom and Dad can hang out by the fire while the kids go play. But honestly, unless you’re there in the off season or during the week where other kids are at school, don’t do it. My kids would rather play in “the wild” as they call it, and there always seemed to be a handful of kids that play … kind of loudly… past dark. And when you have little ones trying to go to sleep, it’s a bit tricky.

That said!! I don’t have a photo of it – but I always bring our Conair sound machine. We got this thing from London Drugs when the twins were babies and I swear we’ve rarely turned it off since. It takes batteries and runs all night and for camping it just drowns out the “loud” quiet that happens and lulls the kids to sleep. Honestly, I love it too because I don’t wake up at every little sound in the night with it on!
  We always bring our bikes (and we usually bring one grown up bike – called our “camp bike” to follow the kids around or even to quickly run to the washroom block instead of walking)
We also bring our nature collectors! Jason loves finding salamanders for the kids to look at. Livvie was so proud of her pink one. She was so gentle when she returned it to its home too.

Here is our “castle” – a cabin tent we got on a crazy great sale at Costco in the US. Apparently it’s a 10-man but it suits us 5 just fine! The door has a pole in it that makes it swing open, and Jason, at 6’7″ can actually stand up tall in it. I am NOT a fan of the regular tent stoop and trying to get dressed, and the basic squishy-ness of a regular tent. It was fine when it was just the 2 of us, but as a family – nope! And since a tent trailer is not feasible at this time, we are quite happy with this little home away from home!

So on the left side of the tent is where we put the kids. All sides of that area actually zip down which is fantastic when we were camping in super hot locations and still needed the littles to nap. Back when we started we’d have the two playpens where their little beds are now and still enough room in the middle for them to play if we needed! Foam mats are a necessity and they make it so much easier to walk and hang out in there. The “shelves” that hold their clothes are just the fabric bins from ikea that fold flat when not in use, and it eliminates the messy bag and shows the kids what they still have left to wear! We bring a large wet bag that I’d gotten for cloth diapering to hold all the laundry as it’s dirtied. When we get home we just dump all of it into the wash!
This year we added the playpen and it really didn’t take up too much extra space. I even brought in a camping chair for the nighttime feeds that I knew Silas would need. The change table on the playpen was also incredibly handy to have!
We use our old rug for the other half of the tent too. Like the foam, it just helps save our feet and the tent floor!

How cute is he in his little sweater romper??? It was pretty cold May Long – and honestly, even in the summer it can get cold in a tent overnight, so I always say pack more warm things than you think you might need. Extra blankets and clothes for sure!

This is the view from the kids side to our side. Two twin air mattresses side by side is the equivalent of a king sized bed, AND has the added bonus of each of us having our own air mattress. Because no one likes being jolted awake in the night by someone getting up to use the bathroom! And having a ton of room in bed is always a great idea because you know those little ones are going to climb in with you in the morning! We use a king sized fitted sheet to hold the mattresses together and then just pile blankets on top!

Those ikea high chairs are GREAT for camping. The legs come off and the whole thing wipes off so easily. Also, check out my mother’s day present from costco this year – only the COMFIEST camp chair EVER. That thing is the best.

We are such glampers that we brought the hammock we got for Christmas. (Black Friday sale on Amazon!) … and why not?

Jason was such a good sport taking the kids out in shifts on the lake! Quite the upper body workout!

Good coffee is a necessity. I mean, you’re getting up with the sun and going all day. We brought our pourover coffee maker but we’ve also brought the starbucks via packets and our french press in the past. What’s important is that it’s there. LOL 🙂

Treat cereal! They get special cereal for camping and for Christmas time! It’s a highlight for sure!

I just had to add this because it was hilarious. Someone at the campsite started this old-school trend. They stuck an old plastic bottle into their rear tire which made their bike sound like a little motorbike. So of COURSE every child at that campsite ALSO needed one. There was a shortage of water bottles this weekend I think. And every time a kid went by on their bike it was loud and sounded like a hive of bees. But it was such old-school classic awesomeness that we couldn’t even be annoyed! Plus, you pretty much could always hear where the kids were!

Daddy/son bonding time – setting squirrel/chipmunk traps. Unsuccessful I might add.

Geocaching!! If you don’t do this, you are considered a “muggle” (non-geocacher) and I mustn’t speak of it. But it’s like treasure hunting, and it’s a lot of fun for the kids. Look it up! Many (dare I say, most) campsites have geocaches hidden. Go check out http://www.geocaching.com and sign up 🙂

So there you go – this is how we camp. Yes, it’s a bit of work, but it’s worth it for the tired kids, exhausted from playing outdoors from dawn until dusk! We’re still refining what we need vs. what we can live without, and honestly it changes year to year. But so far this works for us! I hope you can take something from this and if nothing else just try it out, even for one night! You might be surprised at how possible it really is!

Create! An Art Party!

So I’ve wanted my kids to have an art party for YEAARRRS now. But we do leave it up to them and roll with whatever they want to roll with – whether that’s princesses and pirates, paw patrol, or camping like last year! This year was originally going to be a Star Wars party (which may be next year!) but they both decided that an art party sounded fun. Cue this mom doing a happy dance!
I’m notoriously bad at over-pinteresting my party – meaning I have WAY too many ideas than are actually feasible. And with 3 kids it’s just kinda crazy to take it on in the first place. But I did this and it was fairly easy to be honest! And the activities kept all the kids busy for the entire duration of the party! (I went with 2 hours… this was at my home and the idea of having to entertain about 18 6-ish year olds was actually mildly terrifying!)
I’ll let the photos (a lot of them… eek!) speak for themselves, but we had an absolute blast!!


I went with more of a watercolour inspiration for the decor etc than the art parties I had seen on Pinterest. The number 6 and the watercolour bunting flags were directly inspired by this party I found and it worked beautifully!
I used these sprinkles as the colour inspo for our marbled cupcakes too!

Activity #1: Fidget Spinners! 
Yes, we did this. I found a DIY tutorial and got all the supplies required and let me tell you – these were a COMPLETE HIT. The kids loved making these and then playing with them after. Huge thank you to a Mama who stayed at the party and helped hot glue these together for the kiddos as they finished!

Activity #2 – Canvas Painting
I printed off some inspiration and hung those photos on the fence behind. It was really fun to watch the kids create their images together – all so different but they seemed to really enjoy it! I took white paper plates and cut a thumb hole and cut out to make fancy paint pallets for them too!


Props to the parents who came and helped supervise (and entertain!) the kids! Couldn’t have grabbed these photos without your help!

Eli’s creation – Any guesses? I love this!!
Activity #3 – Squirt Gun Painting! 
I decided on this activity after looking at the number of boys coming to this party. I had a moment of “what if they don’t like art?!?!?!” panic so I chose this activity because – um, hello – it’s just fun. Everyone just shared the canvases and took turns at target practice. We used watered down Crayola Neon paint and it turned out awesome! I think this was one of my favourites to watch.

Activity #4 – Fancy colouring sheets
I just got a more “grown up” colouring book from the dollar store and tore the pages out. Super simple.

Activity #5 – Cupcake decorating! 
I used Dainty Sprinkle Co. sprinkles on these paint pallets which worked PERFECTLY, the kids could continue their creativity to their cupcakes.

It was a bit of a disaster afterwards, but I’d say it was worth it!

So, there we go. Another year, another party. I cannot believe my little twins are so grown up now. How did 6 years go by so quickly?? I am so very proud of my tinies and I am so excited to see the adventures 6 brings!

Details:

Photography: Amanda Gregor Photography

“Create” balloons, paper plates: Heather & Gem

Sprinkles: Dainty Sprinkle Co.

Artwork on food table: Elena Markelova

Pretty much everything else came from the dollar store and Michaels!

Owning Who I Am – This is Me!

So just recently I went to the VanCity Business Babes Mom Boss Mingle event. I posted about it on my instagram but I walked away feeling inspired and ready to just go out there and own who I am, share who I am, and hustle hard to chase down these little dreams of mine. I thought I would start with a post sharing a little bit about myself! And this post has taken me a long time to actually finish. Partly because I wanted to give it some good thought, and partly because nothing ever gets finished in one sitting around here. Blog posts, meals, coffee … I always have to come back to these things over and over again daily in my life!

So about me… well, first and foremost, I’m a Christian. I follow Jesus, I’m saved by His Amazing Grace and while some might prefer to keep their beliefs personal and separate from business I don’t think I can. It’s a part of me, it’s part of who I am. I will love you no matter what your beliefs are, I may not always agree with you but I will love you just the same.

I’m an extroverted introvert. I am starting to realize this is a “thing”… It takes a lot for me to get out the door and be social. I don’t think I was always this way, or I was really good at faking it. But now I’m nervous before I go out, often even when I know the people. And then when I do, I feel like I need a day or so to recover. Once I’m out I feel like I’m ok at it, most of the time. I can be good at striking up conversation with people – even people I don’t know – but it pretty much ends there. I over analyze the things I say to people and usually say something really dumb – at least in my mind – and it’s waaaay worse when I haven’t had caffeine or enough sleep!! After the initial meeting and hello I’ve realized I have actually no idea how to become friends with people after that. I guess I’m really good at making acquaintances? So if you meet me, or if you know me now, and your first impression is how friendly and outgoing I am but I never take steps to further the friendship please don’t think I’m a snob. I am just stuck in a place of social anxiety that paralyzes me and tells me that you probably don’t want to hear from me anyways. Socially AWKWARD should be my middle name, at least that’s how I feel sometimes! Can anyone relate??

I love being creative. I am totally that “pinterest mom” … or maybe I want to be? I think it comes from having a Pinterest Mom before Pinterest was a thing… my mom is an artist and was totally the one to make us our halloween costumes, make our cakes, send creative things in our lunches, make artistic gifts for all our classmates and friends. She was the girl guide craft leader. So I do come by it honestly, though I’m not sure I’m quite as talented as she is. But I love it. I love throwing themed parties, I love making the kids their costumes and going all out for crazy hair day, and cutting their sandwiches into shapes. When the twins were little I loved creating little “invitations to play” – both for a few minutes of sanity and for the creative outlet it provided. It’s partly what made me start Feather + Fern busy bags, knowing I wanted something for my own kids!
Case in point as far as my “pre-pinterest” upbringing:


Cute little flower Amanda

I am a total kid. I’m a nerd. I give up trying to be “cool”. You’ll find me running through the park with my kids, learning all the words to the latest Disney hit, (or fast rap songs! ha!) and having dance parties whether my kids are around or not.

Speaking of dance – that is something I absolutely love to do. I needed something that was just for me after my twins were born and found an adult group with amazing, talented ladies who love to compete! I’m a pretty competitive person – some people join beer league sports – I joined a dance team! I love it so much, and these girls have become great friends of mine, I’m so happy to have found them.

I love all things trendy and absolutely love to shop local and small but I’m totally the one who will try to find the trendy treasure at the thrift store, or the awesome score on the clearance rack.

But on the flip side, I want to live with less. I love minimalism, but it’s a journey and a process. I’m nowhere near “there”… I’m serious, in some rooms of my house I’m fairly certain people might be compelled to call the show “hoarders” … (but then I watch the show and feel way better about my situation… haha!) I get sentimental about THINGS and have a hard time letting go of them. But I’m working on it! Baby steps! I’ve created a capsule wardrobe that was AMAZING. Seriously revolutionary. Then I got pregnant with Silas and somehow it’s not quite the capsule it was. I keep waiting for when I have my “body back” but I am pretty sure no one took my body so I should probably get on that again!

I wish I could say I don’t care what people think, but I do, probably too much.

I’m a photographer and take approximately 34970137480173017381703 pictures of everyone else but have a hard time stepping in front of a camera myself. I’m trying to get better at this and get my hubby to snap a few (instagram husbands, am I right?) because I want my kids to have photos with their mama in the picture. It’s so important. I have to put aside and body image issues I have, because those issues are MY issues, they are not my childrens’. They don’t see me the way I critically see myself and I need them to see me loving myself. But mamas, it’s hard. It’s such a struggle. I’m fairly certain I’m not alone here. I’m working on it daily, but it’s definitely a struggle.

Anyways, that’s a short novel about myself. If you’ve made it this far, THANK YOU, you’re amazing for reading all this without falling asleep! 😉
So now it’s your turn – tell me one random thing about you in the comments – I love getting to know my readers!!